Dear God,
I admit that I sometimes will feel lonely in my room, but please, don't send me anything other than human friends, especially lizards and other creatures which I am terrified of.
Dear Diary,
In the middle of the night (as in an hour ago), I saw a black lizard on the floor in my room wtf.
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It went under my wardrobe. I was so scared. No one's here to help me. I first sprayed the lizard repellent stuff around the wardrobe, then sprayed insect repellent at the side of the wardrobe which I didn't want it to come out from. I got ready (no I am never ready for lizards) and it came out. I stepped on a lizard (of course not with my bare foot), stepped on it with my slippers on.
I wasn't sure whether it's dead (I hope it's dead) and it took me many minutes and every single bit of my courage to take up the slipper and have a look. Oh my goodness wtf I saw its body it was eww and blek. Not sure if it's dead.
Panicked. Headache. Tears. Dizziness.
Took me many more minutes while on the phone crying and shaking and finally there's a suggestion to get rid of the hopefully-dead lizard body out of my room. Got the rubbish bin outside my room, covered the slipper and the body, pushed it outside (took me so long and took away so much of my courage and tears), with many challenges and the body of the lizard got stuck between the floor tiles while I was pushing it out.
Sorry I screamed in the middle of the night. Hope I didn't wake up any of my housemates. And sorry I left that rubbish bin in the living room, I really couldn't push it out further to the outside of the unit. At each and every single moment, I felt my brain lack oxygen. And maybe that's the reason why I'm having a serious headache now.
What a night. In the morning I'll wake up with puffy eyes and a body which lacks sleep. Good night, world.